Av en händelse kom jag på idag att innebandyn inte kan vara allt i mitt liv. En dag kommer den att vara borta och vad ska jag göra då om jag hängt upp för mycket av min identitet på den?

En bra funderare och jag kommer fram till att den är en stor del i mitt liv men att den inte är mitt liv.

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O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me. Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off. Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall be light about me. Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to thee. For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother's womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them. How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.

Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

AMEN

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Tänkte börja skriva om hur jobbigt allt var men när jag väl satte mig kom jag inte på något.
Kom bara på så många saker jag egentligen är tacksam över. Funderade på att klaga på att jag blivit besviken så många gånger senaste tiden men istället blev jag påmind om att jag aldrig va själv när jag gick igenom det.

Hela tiden har jag folk runt omkring mig som jag älskar och som jag vet älskar mig. Jag kanske inte visar det tillräckligt mycket men det gör jag verkligen.

Några människor kommer snabbt in i våra liv och snabb försvinner ur våra liv. Några människor blir våra vänner och stannar länge i våra liv. De lämnar vackra spår i våra hjärtan. Vi blir aldrig mera som vi varit, eftersom vi lärde känna en god vän!

Igår är historia. Imorgon är en gåta. Idag är en gåva och det är därför den kallas present.

En annan underbar vän som jag har heter Jesus och Han föjer med mig vart än jag går. Jag är så tacksam för att han aldrig lämnar mig även fast jag glömer Honom.

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking alongthe beach with the Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene, he noticedtwo sets of footprints in the sand,

one beloning to him and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,

he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life

there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,you'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that during the mosttroublesome times in my life

there isonly one set of footprints.

I don't understand why when I needed you mostyou would leave me."

The Lord replied "My precious, precious child,

I love you and would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffereing,

when you see only one set of footprints in the sand,

it was then that I carried you."